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Staring at the night sky
Trying to find something besides lies
And think of something higher than our very lives
Reminiscing about past events
Living again those moments
Ignoring how it could have been
Giving time for one more evening to
Hold close those memories I had with you
Tonight I'm seeing clearly, I suppose.
I was somewhere in the middle
of these two people
parents they are called
but I didn't really know
I wasn't alone somewhere in the middle
between my parents
broken family it was called
because the other thing was not a human...
Not a person
Not a person
It wasn't a person...
Just the bottle
the liquid inside
It's more important to them than me
Somewhere in the middle I'm
kicked out like a football
missing the goal
which was my mother's embrace
father's kiss on the cheek
Not a happy family...
I was not a happy child...
TunnelsMy parents are screaming,
I remember when it was different.
But that was way back then.
I need to escape,
As I hear my family roar.
So I dig a tunnel,
From my window to yours.
“Do you not find it sad,
That for me to find love,
I must leave my own home?”
As I talk into your window above.
I wish for many things
I know could never come true.
I wish I could remember
All the good I knew.
"Why did everything change?"
I wonder as I dig my lonely tunnels deep.
But I pour my strength into reaching you;
I have no tears left to weep.
I must stay strong and reach you my friend,
I will stop at nothings end.
I will dig a tunnel from my window to yours.
And I leave nothing behind but bloody wars.
The CarThat car was almost family-
It retold our history.
The fabric old and seatbelts worn,
Including that crazy high pitched horn.
Through good memories and sometimes blue,
And life's bittersweet moments it will tell too.
To this day it lays at rest
Although we know it was the best.
The things its seen, the places its gone,
We've ridden it through dusk and into dawn.
#5. Break UpFight me if you must,
Tell me you refuse.
You need to let me go.
I am the darkness.
I hide behind shadow,
And I like it like that.
So get lost.
This is my break-up song.
My sister stays with me,
Still fragile as can be.
She is my priority,
My one and only.
There is no room for you.
So get lost.
This is my break up song.
Something to sayI'm glad i met James and found markiplier i was always thinking about killing myself for so long.
So before all this i knew who markiplier was i've seen his videos before and i didn't like Him at all. then my friend told me about him again i still didn't like him then i saw a he Had scary gameplays and all that shit. so i subscribed to him and at that time i didn't Get a crush on him at that time cus i already had someone else but i was still depressed And the guy that i like didn't live where i live so i was giving up on life. so i went out To get some rope (to hang myself with) but then i met that homo james aka JAMIE . so i Asked him if he was looking for a roommate he said no and i said to bad cus i'm moving in. So i moved in with him so he can make sure i don't kill myself(cus he a doctor). then in 2011 i was at my dads with my sister i was in the shower and i felt a lump in my left lady (I call my boobs lady's leave me alone >:l) i thought it was breast can
I miss you Charlotte! :(Charlotte the Cat
You were so special to me
They way you meowed and purred
You were gentle and sweet cat
You loved your belly rubs
You loved to be on top of me
I wish you were still here
But you can't
Because you're making someone else happy
It was so much more then I could've hoped for
That dream you never thought to have
That dream that seemed impossible
Two little yous with just a sprinkle of me
The Joy Of watching them grow and seeing how you tend to them
It's more then I ever hoped for, more then I thought I deserved
Don't ever want this to go
I'll enjoy my unconscious mind
Because life with you three is better then I imagined
Better then any dream.
Narcissist.So you call me a narcissist, because I look at what I do and who I am and find contentment in the stead of question, because my wings are not as full and bright, I don't look down at the mortals and see myself as their savior, I'm afraid I lack such arrogance,
Do you wish to know what Narcissism truly is? Its the belief that you have the right to judge, the need to criticize, to do good things out of what you claim is the kindness of your sad, damaged heart, and think yourself holy,
I may not be holy, perfect, or even overly kind, indeed I am flawed, I have my convictions, I do not give away my kindness to whoever calls out my name, I do not go out of my way to aid the mortals in their endeavor, but if my love is sincere, you will never know a more fierce guardian.
I do have a line to draw, where you see all in such vivid black and white, you think its your mission to save everyone, where I do simply do what must be done.
A narcissist is someone who thinks they know bes
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